Muddled musings

I am confused…..no, I guess I’m worried. No, I’m sad, or am I just being a little too hyper? Damn! All this is really testing my patience. I hate such situations, neither black nor white. I hate being in a situation where I can do nothing to make it better. I have made my last desperate attempt. I guess the period of beginner’s luck is over. The tough part starts here. I think I should just relax and hope for the best.

Mehdi Hasan is really good to listen if you just want to forget about everything:

Ranjishein sahi…..
dil hi dukhane ke liye aa,
Aa fir se mujhe chhod ke jaane ke liye aa…

Ab tak…
dil-e-khushfehmi ko hain, tujhse umeedein,
Ye aakhri shamein bhi bujhane ke liye aa….

Ranjishein sahi…

Kuchh to….
mere bindaar-e-mohabbat ka bharam rakhein,
Tu bhi to kabhi mujhko manane ke liye aa…

Ranjishein sahi…

Maana…
ke mohabbat ka, chhupana hai mohabbat,
Chupke se kisi roz jataane ke liye aa…

Ranjishein sahi…

Jaise…
Tumhe aate hain, na aane ke bahane,
Aise hi kisi roz na jaane ke liye aa.

Ranjishein sahi…